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Lord,

My God and my Redeemer, my Father and my Protector. May Your Kingdom come. May Your will be done.

Lord, please speak to me. Be not silent in this matter for I need Your guidance and wisdom. What must I do with Martin, Lord? May I continue to have coffee and breakfast with him. Or am I being unfair to him if I do that? Teach me to be decisive, Lord. I don't want to settle, Lord. I just need a word from You, my God. That You remember me in this matter. That You wouldn't show me things I like and then deny me of them. I loved the feeling of being attracted to someone who loved me. I have greatly admired a friend's expressiveness. I have greatly admired a man's decisiveness and power. Are these things I shouldn't admire. Are these things I shouldn't look for in a man? Lord, guide me. I don't know what should or shouldn't be anymore. I need You, my God. Be not far from me. Speak to me. Even just an assurance that You have not forgotten. Give me a promise to hold on to. Lord, please, I need You.

I pray for my family's joy and protection, and for the salvation of Martin and Andro. I pray for compassion as I let go of one of my guys. Give me strength, my God. And align my heart to Your will.

This I pray in Jesus' Name. Amen.